currently heart this song: B1A4-Tried To Walk
It's been a long time since i last updated this blog which was first created out of boredom and curiosity...well curiosity killed the cat u know. So today is like a deja vu where I got nothing to do except for talking to me myself. Its hard to admit that I got caught talking to myself tons of times but dont get mislead by this statement cause I definitely dont have a split personality or on the verge of insanity..In case of misunderstanding, I want to made it clear that I can be a ball of negativity sometimes, that's why I need to have my own session with myself like holding disscussions with my innerself, sometimes nothing beats your own counsel.
So, this is just for sharing. I'm currently studying in Uitm Shah Alam for Bachelor of Applied Languange Hons. (English) for Professional Communication. Honestly speaking, I havent get a grip on what is this course is about. Many find it weird when I said this but I cant even explain why is this happening. Sorry if you find me irritating but I'm just saying that my result is not that bad to the point that I'm not qualified for any courses better than this n also not very good according to my family's standard (hint- it's above 3.50). I know that I even qualified for any engineering courses. I let you decide whether this is just a wrong choice of course or this is my destinied path. It is hard to explain yet harder to experience. Just to be clear that it is my fifth choice in UPU...maybe I was just too confident with my earlier choices that I dont even bother to make a research on this course.
Unsatisfied with this result, I applied for chemical engineering in Unikl n of course I got it since its an IPTS. Then, I had to make a desicion between Uitm n Unikl. After a few tearful weeks, I came up with a desicion, thanks to my parents. Uitm...you have been chosen,hehe. So, here I am,currently bedridden out of boredom in Kolej Mawar. First off, not a very comfortable room I got here...I mean if it were to be compared to Uitm Puncak Alam's hostels. Not complaining but my locker here is like half of my previous locker in Puncak Alam,but what can i do...sobs~Putting aside those kind of things, here comes the good part. Uitm Shah Alam is located in the middle of a city, you can say it is well equipped with shopping centre n restaurants...heaven! Today i went to seksyen 2 to grab some lunch which is like minutes away from Kolej Mawar. Went there by bus... n its free!Oohhh...etika delta di hatiku.
Even so, still cant confirm whether this is the right choice of my life. maybe i need to go to the classes first, then i can decide..neway, class starts tomorrow n i need to be mentally prepared for it so daaa...
#going into self-isolated mode
